"Delayed Realizations"

After a long period of time i found myself willing to write a post on my blog, however i am not motivated enough to write it, anyhow i am giving a try to write because today when i found the correct weather i decided why shouldn't i write few more posts before the moon fades its color.  

The biggest story of a man's failure is his satisfaction, yes i certainly agree with this statement, satisfaction in acquiring money gives his greed a full stop of earning more, Satisfaction of acquiring popularity may stops him working hard and perform better, Satisfaction of having a perfect partner may stops you yielding more love than what she deserves. 

                 Today after downloading a half dozens of songs but i have listened to a particular song 13 times (including 7 times in a row) Pani da rang vekh ke, Ankhiyan jo anju rul de..., i don't know the meaning of this song but still after a long period it succeed to anchor the shore of my heart.. The picture comes in my mind while i hear this song is...  I see myself down on my knees, tear in my eyes holding her hand tightly and saying to my princess "it hurts me more, when i hurt you" it is very painful to see you crying. i want to punish myself for bringing tears in your eyes..... these eyes are made by exclusive hands of Almighty to sparkle only... and i found myself out of the world when i see them sparkle only when you see me around yourself. You have to be really a blessed person if you want your love and your emotions to be reciprocated by her. but in my case i found myself above all earthy compliments when i see her loving me far more than i can love her... far more what i deserve. its a nice feeling and a God,s balance of love that we are so nicely adjusted with each other. she is so nicely adjusted with my sister, so nicely adjusted with my loved ones.... and definately she will adjust with my parents with equal niceness.

"We, Not Me"

Now a days very seldom i get positive impulses to write down my feelings on my blog, that too in right time is once in a blue moon and today i found that moon, colored blue.... actually this is about a relation between two people on the earth who love each other to the fullest and at the end of their verge, they have very little odds to overcome upon, differences in caste, creed, color, region all are there but still their faith in their destiny makes them fearless its very difficult to understand but yes..., they are fearless in most of the aspects related to their marriage. May be..... i am not sure, but may be this fearlessness is somewhere related to the eternal power of LOVE.

        The word love,i am amazed to see how frequently people use this word LOVE everywhere in their life, because in most of the places in the journey of a man's lifetime love is responsible for almost everything... for stability, for happiness, for extreme happiness, for bursting out in joy, for sadness, for extreme sadness, for withering in pain, causing intolerable agony......... from attempting suicide to committing it somewhere, somehow love is responsible...

         LOVE do not stop following you in your good times, but follow you in bad times as well..... somewhere when love is not seen around, the consequences of love are surely be seen. love has the power to add glory to a persons life or Gun to the persons hand.... it depends the way you handle your emotional corner of yourself, your heart.

   
   Fortunately, after a supernova explosion of emotional distress i found my Miss Perfect, and i am proud of being myself that i have sustained the stress against all odds to get a reward from God in the form of a loving partner. Difference in understanding, difference in point of views, difference in beliefs are the things i think one should completely ignore in order to effectively sustain a relationship. 

"End Of The Suffering"